Ann's Guide Life

How do you know if you’re going insane? My grandma once told me that aliens visited her in the night, and they tried to hump her. My aunt once peed in the sofa for some reason my family does not talk about, and it’s not that she has bladder problems. I guess madness runs in the family. At least that’s what my sister always said when I was younger.

 

Aren’t insane people supposed to be insane and not know about it? Is insomnia, deep grief and tremendous life pressure enough to drive you crazy? I know hearing constant cell phone ringing is less than sane. The crying isn’t strange but my lack of appetite worries me. I haven’t coped to go further than to the laundry room in 2 days. I’m shaky and I have physical pain, and I can’t work. Just waiting for the extras to come pay me a visit.

 

I think that people drive you crazy. And I know there are some things no one should have to go through. And if grandma’s brain coped with tough shit by imagining aliens and who knows what more, I guess I’m lucky I hear phones…

 

I don’t know how I got here, I Just know I got to get out. I wish that I’ll just pull trough and leave crazy town with a larger bullshit bag and perhaps a hotter body.  Well I’m working on it.